Yes you will. 

You'll get by. 

But what you have to ask yourself at every point is was that your intention? To get by?

It's easier not to have to answer the tough questions. It's easier not to have to keep score. 

Going it alone makes getting by seem pretty easy. 

But when in your life has inattentiveness and winging can it ever be truly been "optimal."

If you're not focused on "optimal" then you're not focused. 

Maybe it's time for you to start.